Have you ever sat in a room surrounded by thousands of cheering people and felt completely invisible?

For Deborah, sitting in a crowded auditorium waiting to hear her son deliver his first sermon should have been the proudest moment of her life. Instead, a single whisper from a stranger shatters her carefully built facade, violently colliding her present with the ghosts of her past. In a flash, the bright lights vanish, and she is pulled backward through time into the dark places she spent a lifetime trying to forget.

Broken: Lord, Who Am I? is the raw, unfiltered memoir of a woman who had to retrace a long, painful journey through the ashes of trauma to discover her true identity. From a childhood learning lessons of fear in a snow-covered wonderland to standing frozen on a staircase targeted by predators, Deborah's life was defined by survival.

As the years pressed on, the cracks only grew deeper. She endured the devastating, sudden losses of the people who anchored her world, broke under the suffocating grip of a monstrous, abusive relationship, and eventually allowed a dangerous darkness to step into her life. Caught in the relentless cycle of addiction and chasing a dangerous high, she watched her world shatter into unrecognizable pieces.

She was used. She was abandoned. She was broken beyond repair.

But in the absolute middle of the fire, when the smoke of devastation was too thick to breathe and death felt close enough to touch, there was always a Voice. A divine, protective whisper that promised: "I will keep you safe, child."

This is more than a collection of memories. It is a breathtaking testament to the miraculous power of prayer, supernatural encounters, and the shattering of generational curses. If you have ever felt abandoned by life, if you have ever wondered if God still hears your cries in the dark, or if you are currently sitting in the ruins of your own brokenness, Deborah's story is a beautiful reminder that the Lord can take a soul completely shattered and piece it back together into a vessel of pure purpose.