Christians have always known that pornography violates the teaching of Jesus not to look at someone with lust. But now even secular sex experts are waking up to the reality that rather than enhancing marriages, porn is destroying marriages. Young men on YouTube are confessing that they don't want to be porn addicts anymore. They want to be able to perform when they're with a real woman and porn has undermined that. This book isn't written by a porn expert. It's not written by a therapist, a counsellor or a pastor. This book is written by a theology major. This is the story of a Christian marriage that was put to the test and eventually destroyed by porn. And it is the story of spiritual abuse. Rather than admit that he was going against his Christian faith, Martin (not his real name), a lifelong Christian and father of five, used scriptures to justify his addiction and to abuse his wife. This is also the story of a jealous God who wanted Martin's wife to know, this isn't Me This is something wicked The same is true is if you have been abused by a priest, a pastor or any trusted person who God set up to be responsible for taking care of you, not for abusing you or taking advantage of you. God wants to talk to you. This book by a victim of domestic abuse may be your first step in hearing his personal words to you. Through a life of seemingly random events, including an unexpected trip to the Holy Land, Elsie Merritt learned that prayer can be a two-way conversation. Let Elsie's story draw you into the greatest love story ever.