This book is for all the people who have been labeled as broken, mentally ill, addicts, ugly, crazy, weird, hopeless, unlovable, victims, criminals or any other terms labeled as less than. Some of us have had harder journeys than others. Some of have overcome such struggles and some of us our still suffering in this agony of earth. This is my true story of my life and how I have overcame challenges such as, child hood sexual abuse, addiction, domestic violence, self mutilation, mental health problems, adult sexual assault and a few failed marriages to name a few. When I finally lost myself completely and was at the point of eternal desperation I tried to take my life and ended up with a head injury. A year after I had a visually hardcore spiritual awakening as a result. My awakening consists of ET's, realms, symbols and angels. I thought all my lessons and pains were finally behind me and that old patterns were finally broken. I was wrong!!! I had another horrible experience which led me to a near death experience. I had no choice to stay in the heavenly realms. I was told I had to come back!!! So here I am telling my personal story in hopes that it reaches the person it needs to. My life has been a cycle of 7's. Every seven years I have had to overcome some of life's most difficult challenges. MAY THIS BOOK CONNECT THE DOTS WITH WHO IT NEEDS TO!!!