In He Was Always There, Misty Parenzan shares her powerful true story of growing up wounded, searching for identity in all the wrong places, and spiraling into addiction, trauma, and destructive choices-only to discover that God's love had never left her side.

With raw honesty and vulnerability, Misty takes readers through the heartbreaks, losses, and defining moments that shaped her life: adoption, abuse, addiction, grief, broken relationships, and the painful search for worth and belonging. But through every chapter runs a deeper truth-God was always working, always pursuing, and always present.

More than a memoir, this book is a testimony of redemption, healing, and hope for anyone who feels too broken, too far gone, or too lost to be restored.

Through deeply personal stories and faith-filled reflections, readers will discover: