Some seasons don't come with a name.

There's no ceremony for the month that didn't work. No card for the birthday that passed without the thing you've been quietly hoping for. No language for what it costs to show up, smile, celebrate, and then drive home alone with everything you didn't say.

This book is for that season.

I Thought I'd Be a Mother By Now is a faith-centered companion for women who are still waiting, still hoping, and still choosing to believe - even on the days when that feels like the hardest thing they've ever done. It doesn't promise an outcome. It promises honest company for the journey.

Written with honesty, tenderness, and deep faith, each chapter walks alongside women navigating the emotional and spiritual weight of waiting for motherhood - through grief, jealousy, doubt, joy, and surrender. With reflections, prayers, and scripture, this book meets you exactly where you are.

You are not too late. You are not forgotten. And you are not alone in this.