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When It Hurts To Believe

  • 124 pages
  • Publisher: Noble Legacy Publishing
  • 15.3 x 22.9 x 0.9 cm

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For those feeling let down by faith or silence.

Offers comfort through the dark seasons of life.

Helps you walk with God even when you are hurting.

An honest and redemptive journey for anyone struggling to find God amidst the silence of pain and doubt.

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What do you do when your prayers feel unanswered, your faith feels dry, and God seems painfully silent?

__When It Hurts to Believe i__s a deeply personal and brutally honest journey through grief, depression, spiritual dryness, and doubt, and how one man found God not by escaping the pain, but by walking through it.

Once a seminarian who turned away from the Church and declared himself an atheist, author Nash Delos Santos shares his raw and redemptive story of rediscovering God in the most unexpected places: in the silence of depression, the brokenness of marriage, the pain of loss, and the hidden grace of the Eucharist.

Through real-life experiences, Catholic reflections, and gentle encouragement, this book invites readers to confront their own questions:

  • Why does a loving God allow suffering?
  • What does it mean when we don't "feel" God anymore?
  • Can faith survive tragedy, doubt, and silence?

If you've ever wrestled with God in the dark, or sat in church with a tired soul, When It Hurts to Believe was written for you. This is not a book of answers, it's a companion for the journey.

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  • Title

    When It Hurts To Believe

  • Author

    Nash de los Santos

  • Publisher

    Noble Legacy Publishing

  • Published

    November 2025

  • Weight

    237g

  • Page Count

    124

  • Dimensions

    15.3 x 22.9 x 0.9 cm

  • ISBN

    9781911761334

  • ISBN-10

    1911761331

  • Eden Code

    7374154