Frank Walker was a pastor for most of his adult life. He knew how to sit with grieving families. He knew what to say at gravesides. None of it prepared him for the death of his daughter.

Abigail Tarilyn Walker Stewart was twenty-nine years old when she died of cirrhosis of the liver in 2021, leaving behind a husband, a daughter, and a family that loved her. She had carried many burdens throughout her short life. This book tells her story - who she was before the suffering, how the suffering came, and what her father saw in her final days that he has held on to ever since.

It also tells what happened to his faith. Not that he lost his love for the Lord, but what belief cost him when it was tested by the worst thing a parent can face, and what, by God's sustaining grace, survived.