Have you ever followed your Dream only to see it crash into the ground? My dream was to be a dynamic missionary who wanted to impact the world. Over the course of many years I struggled with finding success in ministry. I had vision; I had purpose and I had a clear identity. Or so I thought. My quest for success used me and spit me out, a disillusioned and burnt out man. Then some extraordinary things happened and everything changed. This is my story of failure and frustration with a happy ending. I explain how I failed and then what I needed to understand in order to succeed.