Where does one seek refuge when the trauma feasts on them? 'if i'm honest' is the debut collection of prose from eliza, documenting her retreat to micropoetry. Through this delicate process of introspection, she reveals her unfiltered and impervious attempt at understanding not only herself but those that surround her. In doing so, she exposes her internal battles faced throughout adolescence and beyond. This collection is an unforgiving account of life. Most importantly, it's honest.