After thirty-five years of journaling her true accounts of love and marriage, and the joys of life experiences with family members, Stephanie Livingston came to a crisis that led her to question everything. She asked herself who she was and what she wanted to be when she arrived at the other side of the great chasm of loss and pain that she was confronting. She also wondered when the hurt and pain would end, and how she could sort through the mess that the turbulent storm that had found her had left behind. Also, why had God allowed her to go through such a trial? At times, we're all faced with the uncomfortable new place of being alone and the fears that come from life's losses and changes. But by questioning everything, reflecting on her past, and speaking to her younger self, the author was able to find healing while discovering deeper truths. Join the author as she shares the lessons she learned on her journey-and open your heart to the depths that may still envelop the mysteries of the secret self.