What happens when life falls apart around you? When you are presented with an event that threatens to take your very breath away? Is it possible to find joy in the midst of suffering? Journey through a moment-by-moment account of a devastating stage IV cancer diagnosis, and how Kevin and his family fought to find joy in the toughest battle of their lives. From moments of great fear to moments of great faith, nothing is held back in reserve. This book will also speak to anyone who finds themselves walking alongside someone in tragedy; and how important and necessary they truly are.

I have seen Kevin and his family trust God when it looked impossible and felt hopeless. It's one thing to have a theoretical ideas about finding God in cancer and suffering; it's something else entirely for a person to insist on faith in the middle of the fire. Kevin's story will help you experience Gods presence and power in your suffering. No cliches or bumper stickers here, just soul anchoring promises of God, proven in the suffering of an honest and open believer. I highly recommend this book to anyone suffering with cancer, sickness or difficulty of any kind. Your soul will be stronger for reading it.

I have seen God do miracles in Kevin's life as he chose to trust God "even if" he wasn't healed. Now, I'm believing God will do miracles in the souls and spirits of all who will read this book with an open heart.

--John S. Dickerson

Best-selling author,

I Am Strong: Finding Gods Peace and Strength in Life's Darkest Moments and Lead Pastor of Connection Pointe Christian Church

Some stories inspire, some stories teach, and some stories grab your soul and won't let go. This book is far more than an amazing journey. It's filled with unusual insight, uncanny vulnerability, raw emotion and a theological depth that provides the rarest gifts of all: hope and perspective! I highly recommend it!

--Chip Ingram

CEO and Teaching Pastor of Living on the Edge