You are the elder brother in the lost son/prodigal story (please review it). You feel, if you worship and keep the commandments, the father will throw you a party. If I just do this, or that, I will be closer to God. God will love me more, thus giving me more blessing. The fact that younger lost brother, Gets a party, in order to remind him that he was a son, the father also had to remind the elder brother that he is a son. We don't have to worship and pray, for the glory to come, you are the Glory, the image of the father, the carrier of Light, Carrier of the spirit of God, the ark of the covenant, you are the god-Kingdom, All is in your hand, God didn't give the world to Satan, he gave it to you, his seed, the gods of the earth. Take dominion, be fruitful, multiply, and replenish a dark world, with light. Be one with light