What if your darkest moments aren't a barrier to thriving but an invitation to live in spite of them? Sonja tells her story of a shattered identity by being removed from the only family she had known and transitioning from a German family to her American family.

With grit and grace, Sonja tells of being adopted as a toddler and searching for a sense of identity. She began to remember dark secrets from her repressed memories and discovered a life-altering secret-her birthmother had been a prostitute.

Sonja brings you with her through her journey of experiencing God in the darkest times of her life, from questioning her self-worth to battling the enemy's lies. Her prayer is to minister to the lost, the hurt, and the ones in hiding. In this raw and honest memoir, Sonja shows how God can turn messes into miracles, and she offers practical proof that He can do it for you too.