Growing up, I believed that I had to overcome all of my fears before my faith could be strong. Can you live with both faith and fear? Everything changed with one midnight phone call. When my family was forced to face an incurable, unforeseeable illness, all of my plans were cancelled. Even though it was my senior year of college, all of my dreams got postponed. In an instant, I knew life would never be the same, but I didn\'t know just how much this wilderness experience would affect my faith. The time my family spent in the hospital that summer marked my life forever. I\'ve learned that faith and fear were meant to coexist. Great heartache, pain and loss doesn\'t keep God from making miracles. In fact, it sets just the right atmosphere for Him to bring healing, hope and deliverance.