This book is the manifestation of seven years of spiritual wrestling done by the author in order to respond to his own internal doubts and existential questions, while reconciling the emotional turmoil lived with a satisfactory intellectual understanding of the reasons why it occurred in the first place. Therefore, the aim in writing this book and exposing to the public is to help others who may be going through a similar situation, and might be looking for some sort of guidance. By building this work with many layers of understanding, the author is able to connect with a diverse audience while transmitting the same message.