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This Isn't the Story I Wanted

Grieving the Life You Lost and Trusting the God Who Stays

by Nicole Langman

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For women facing losses beyond just physical death.

Helps you name your pain and process hidden grief.

Finds God's presence in your most difficult stories.

A gentle guide to navigating life's unexpected losses through faith, prayer, and hope.

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What do you do when the life you planned is no longer the life you're living?

When loss doesn't come with a headline, a funeral, a condolence card, or a casserole?

When you're left wondering if God sees the invisible aches from dreams unraveling and life unfolding in ways you never imagined?

These are all deeply painful, grief-worthy losses. Yet women hesitate to call these losses grief. We tend to compare our pain to someone else's and decide we should be stronger or over it by now. We may minimize or dismiss our feelings.

In This Isn’t the Story I Wanted, therapist, social worker, and speaker Nicole Langman gently reminds you that grief isn't reserved for death alone. Written in short, devotional-style chapters, this book can be listened to whenever you need a moment of encouragement or hope.

With biblical wisdom, tender understanding, and a therapeutic approach, Nicole invites you to name your pain, process your losses, and discover that God is present even in the stories you never would have chosen.

Let yourself reimagine your grief―where the broken ground of your loss can become the very place God grows hope and a new chapter.

  • Title

    This Isn't the Story I Wanted

  • Book Format

    Audiobook (Christian360)

  • Publisher

    Christian Audio

  • Published

    September 2026

  • ISBN

    9781545934258

  • ISBN-10

    1545934258

  • Eden Code

    7590237