Before you is the layout of a book of stories, the chapters of lives women according to their point of view. The account of detailed and explicit stories of tragedies, challenges, teachable moments and triumphs. This book is a culmination of new courageous authors who decided to fight the fear and write anyway. With the strength and empowerment of God we overcame fear, shame, self doubt, unbelief, and other inner challenges to complete this combined written work. Fearlessly we journeyed to our past with God's help to understand how hindsight 2020 protects us, conceals, of things our past level of development could not properly interpret, that later would be revealed in the future. Certain knowledge & revelation gained to soon can be a detriment to one's development and capacity to handle certain truths and or revelations. In retrospect we all have said to our selves, "I wish I would have learned or understood the purpose of this along time of go" For some denial has been a defense mechanism to maintain sanity of adverse circumstances. For others God has his divine set time to remove the veil off the eyes of His people to enrich their lives and edify the body of Christ.The preparation and writing process for many were scary and for some difficult due to the blunt story content in most of the writings. Conversely, how often do people reveal to the world their deepest darkest secrets? Leading to the opening of pandora's box.