What does your spiritual pulse look like today?

For twenty-two years, Kenneth L. Murry Sr. served as an Air Force combat medic, deploying to real war zones, coaching championship youth teams, raising kids, and burying the people he loved most -- all while wrestling with pride, addiction, three marriages, and a faith that didn't always look the way church taught him it should.

I AM is a 40-day devotional built from those unfiltered moments: sitting beside a dying grandfather who was proud of a lie, nearly drowning as a boy only to freeze at a pool's edge fifteen years later in a war zone, learning that "God forgives sins but doesn't remove their consequences," and discovering -- again and again -- that following the crowd and following the crown are rarely the same road.

Each day pairs a scripture with a story that's funny, gutting, or both, then leaves you with a question instead of an answer. This isn't a polished, pre-packaged devotional. It's a pulse check -- an honest look at whether your choices, your integrity, and your faith actually match the life you say you're living for Christ.

Whether you're a veteran, a father, a coach, or simply someone tired of surface-level faith, these forty days will meet you where you are and ask you to go deeper.

Take your pulse. Then take the next forty days seriously.