Releasing my soul back to God was both frightening and exhiliarting. The most challenging aspect of release was understanding how the transforming salvation worked. My believer's prayer carried a deep sense of freedom... for that day. The draw of the world made it grow dim. My question became why? Since that fall afternoon in the late 70s, I have studied spiritual formation with one goal n mind, to share how intimacy with God works so that you will lead when called.