This body is just a carrying case; I'm only here for a few years and then I go to eternity. If in this short time God can use this imperfect carrying case, let it get sick a few times so that eternity can be affected! So that somebody else who is suffering can be encouraged, find strength and a better relationship or even a new relationship with Jesus Christ. If through my sickness someone can know God, or someone could be cared for by someone by God, then it's worth it. Even if I die, even if the last chapters of the book have to be written by somebody else because I'm already gone, it would be worth it. I found this is where God is leading me with all this illness.