For thirty years, Holly Jordan Trevillian carried a story she wasn't sure she could tell.

This High Mountain is her unflinching account of losing three children, Jamie, Hillary, and Hannah, to Metachromatic Leukodystrophy and the long, wilderness years that followed. Written across decades and through three distinct seasons of her life, this memoir moves between the rawness of the present moment and the hard-won perspective of looking back.

This is a story of grief that refuses easy answers, of a faith tested to its very foundation, and of a God who never let go even when Holly did. It is also the story of an unexpected daughter and the surprising ways God rebuilds what's broken.

Honest, raw, and ultimately hopeful, This High Mountain is for anyone who has stood at the edge of unbearable loss and wondered if they could ever climb back down or if the mountain itself might become the place where they meet God face to face.