In the canvas of life, we often wish it were simple as black and white: self-explained, and a step-by-step guide for us to follow along the way. However, all of us have lived long enough to understand, realize that everything doesn't go as we planned. What happens when life moves from black and white into grayscale? When the lines of life are not clearly defined, especially when it concerns losing loved ones? However tragic or slowly progressive a loss may seem, it still alters our way of thinking and how we perceive our lives to be moving forward. Where do we go and who do we turn to when life begins to smear the canvas and it feels more like chaos that collective order? Take a journey with the author, as he gives a tour of through the lens of tragedy, grief, loss, faith, and hope- holding the tensions of living life in the Gray Area.