What do you do when the life you built collapses, and the only voice left in the silence is God's?

Life Thus Far is Rhiannon Lechuga's unflinching collection of essays, devotionals, and poetry chronicling her path from addiction, trauma, and a suicide attempt to a faith that rebuilt her from the ground up. She doesn't offer polished answers -- she offers the real, sometimes messy process of surrender, sanctification, and learning to trust God with a broken system, a blended family, and a heart she once thought was beyond repair.

Through raw reflections on freedom, grace, discouragement, and identity -- paired with Scripture that meets pain where it lives -- this collection speaks to anyone who has ever felt too far gone, too tired, or too ashamed to come back. Whether she's wrestling with anger during her husband's deployment, learning to accept help after a health scare, or asking what it means to let God be greater while she becomes less, Rhiannon writes as a woman still in process, not a finished product.

Life Thus Far isn't a story about arriving. It's a testimony that healing is ongoing, grace is sufficient, and no one is too broken for redemption.

If you've ever needed permission to be honest about your struggle and still hold onto hope, this book is for you.