"It's ok to look at porn, right? I mean, isn't that what everyone else is doing? And even if I wanted to stop, I'm not going to be able to. But I have this niggling feeling that it might be wrong, but how can I talk to anyone about it? I would talk about it with God, but he probably doesn't like me anymore, so he won't listen anyway..." That is how Ben felt. Confused, ashamed, unlovable, trapped and lost. And this is his story. It doesn't have all the answers, but it is honest and asks the questions we don't think we should. This book is about an average teenage boy and some of the things he learnt along the way to do with sex, relationships, masturbation, and the God who didn't abandon him."The book is the perfect mix of honest and relatable experiences, real truth about God's views, and amazing advice on how to live as a Christian in the modern world." 15 year old lad "Applying the Handbrake is one of the best books I have read on this incredibly relevant topic. It's packed full of descriptive personal experience, fabulous metaphors, practical application and profound Biblical truth ... I wholeheartedly recommend it."Phil Know, Head of Mission to Young Adults, Evangelical Alliance