What if your entire life was centred around a mistake? E. J. Writes spent decades wrestling with doctrine, faith and gender identity. A degree in Theology from an Evangelical college, a passion for preaching and pastoral ministry and a determination to believe, could not silence the question:

What if Jesus is not the Messiah?

Determined to find answers, E. J. studied hundreds of Bible verses from various perspectives, reflecting on their implications.

This book is a record of that study and how its implications changed E. J.'s life.