This book was originally going to be a coffee table book on church architecture, to utilize my experience in photography and my interest in church architecture. But, over the last thirteen plus years since having the initial idea, working with the Coast Guard, plus other volunteer work and projects, my idea morphed into a totally different direction. This book is made up of fifteen chapters that is an eclectic collection of written words, scripture, poems, and photographs.

It revolves around the difficulties in my faith search, and my growth through various life events, including near-death, as well as how society approaches the subject of God. It also covers the goings on with society, from history as well as what is happening to Christianity today. A nationwide trip that took me to many different churches, talking with many people of different faiths. All of which has helped me in finding answers to many of my questions. The book tells of everything that has brought me to where I am today in my walk with the Lord. It also covers religions and their differences, which has helped me with the never-ending questions I have had throughout my life. The ending chapters cover what things I did to build and grow my faith, along with suggestions and resources to help those who have also struggled with their faith. The last chapter uses photos and is a guide to where you can find the Lord God.