"Why God?" silently slipped through my lips as the steady flow of steamy, hot tears seemed to choke me. You know that I did my best...You told us to train up our children in the way that they should go and they wouldn't depart from it...I labored God and this is what I get?....more heartache and pain?....for what God? What was it all about? I just don't understand," I whimpered as I wiped the streams of tears that fell from my puffy eyes.
Christian mothers, to say that I was hurting was an understatement. Even today I remember the sting of the pain that I was confident would destroy me for the remainder of my life. It was the suffocating type of pain that can take away your breath and detach your lungs from one another at the same time.
My swollen eyes have healed and my breath is revived. Yes, I can honestly say that I am better. So much so that I want to share the nuggets of wisdom with you as I continue on my journey.
My sisters....mothers of adult Christian children, in this book, Spiritual Blinders, I share some life changing revelations with you that resuscitated me from my own spiritual flat line experience. Let me whisper comfort and hope to you in places that only another mother can relate to.